Upon waking last week Tuesday morning, I could hear a cardinal in the distance. We had a huge snowstorm on the horizon, and I wondered what the cardinal and the other birds were thinking. I was thinking I should fill the bird feeders quick so they could fill their bellies before the snow began to fall. Then I thought, they probably aren’t worried one-bit knowing God will provide for them. Matthew 6:26: “Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?” Next, I thought about the day before being April Fool’s Day and how today was a great April Fool’s joke for them…snow? Are you kidding? Were they complaining like some of us would? “We came back early and look at what we have to tend with!” (Doesn’t it remind you of the Israelites complaining? All of us complaining?) No, there wasn’t any complaining among them. Just pure contentment as I listened to them sing. They knew God was going to take care of them.
Why can’t I get to that point? Being content in whatever my circumstances. My heart still aches after 2 ½ years of losing my Grace Emily. I believe it’s because her death happened in a facility that we’ve been programmed to believe heals and should do no harm, yet just the opposite happened to her AND over a million other innocent people, behind the mask of Covid. The murderers, the so-called doctors, and nurses, who CHOSE, day after day to keep injecting poisons and pushing procedures they KNEW AND COULD SEE were killing people! In our case, Dr. Gavin Shokar, (at that time I believe was even expecting his first child) CHOSE to kill mine! AND a 20 yr+ RN/ICU “nurse” Hollee McInnis (who is a mother of young children herself), CHOSE to kill mine! They STILL walk free and continue life, as if they did nothing wrong! Restraining Grace because she needed to use the bathroom, lying to us about what was really happening to her, injecting her with meds to suppress her breathing, then forcing end-of-life meds into her precious body (without our knowledge or informed consent) in a half hour window, and finally sealing her fate by NOT reviving her after putting an illegal DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) order on her life, is doing NOTHING WRONG???
I, Grace’s mother, who loved her from the moment she was born, worked hard to protect her from harm. She was barely ever out of my sight, and when she was, I was within a short distance or knew she had others who cared for her close by. I thought those near her while in that hospital (a Catholic hospital; Ascension St. Elizabeth’s, Appleton WI), after we were forced out and were not allowed to be with her; would be caring doctors and nurses. You see, we’d experienced caring professionals in the past; those who saw the potential and the love Grace had within her, being a child created in God’s Image. Psalm 139:13: “For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it full well.”
Oh, how wrong I was! These “doctors” and “nurses” in the walls of hospitals, now seen as incentivized killing fields, in America (and in many other places in the world) CHOSE to end loved one’s lives by using standards of “care”. They CLEARLY KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND ARE STILL DOING AND KNEW THE RESULTS. THERE are CONSEQUENCES to their actions. THEY need to be held ACCOUNTABLE. AND THEY should be PUNISHED.
Our Lord and Savior, Jesus, suffered a horrific death to pay for our sins. He loved us enough to go to the cross. These murderers who KILLED MANY INNOCENT PEOPLE should be taken away from their comfortable settings, their families, their white coat jobs, and face covering masks, and confess to what they CHOSE TO DO! MURDER. Over. And over. Again. And again!
My life has been FOREVER changed. My days on Earth will NEVER be the same. My heart is FOREVER broken. Why??? Because of sinful choices and heartless people who call themselves “doctors” and “nurses”. Where are the REAL doctors and nurses? The ones who stand up to evil and feel their conscience convicting them to speak up and face the consequences of what they saw and CHOSE, and CHOOSE to be a part of, and are still a part of. I know for me I am waiting and praying for that day. Will it happen? I pray it will, as when I think of how God created us; our consciences convict us of our sin.
Before healing can begin and someone is right before God, they must repent and confess what wrongs they did. In this case, what they did behind closed doors, in the hospitals, HIDING BEHIND face coverings, and PPE (protective wear) thinking they wouldn’t be recognized and held accountable. God will ultimately hold them accountable, and the conviction, the sentence, will be worse than death itself for them if they don’t repent.
I know where my Grace Emily is! She is safe AND in the presence of her Lord and Savior. I imagine her telling Jesus more bee jokes like, “What do bees use to style their hair? A honeycomb!” 😊 Oh, I can barely function without her and Travis, her brother, here, but I know my Savior will take me home to them someday.
Until that happens, I will fight to expose what happened to her and countless others. The devil will NOT WIN in the end! He thinks he and his millions of minions who have been killing innocent people will get away with it, as they still walk free in the walls of hospitals and wear their white coats, BUT God is the victor! They will face their Creator one day. Then justice will be served, and the doctor and nurse killers will finally be punished, and I believe MANY FOR ETERNITY. An April Fool? God isn’t fooled. He sees EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!
NOTE: If anyone would like to read a special summary of who our Grace was and what happened to her, David Fiorazo’s book, Assault on the Image of God has a chapter about our angel. The book itself is eye-opening in that it shares what is happening to our world. Ultimately it tells how God has been taken out of our lives and the evil one, Satan, has infiltrated everything around us, bringing sin to be accepted and ultimately death to reign. Scott and I wrote Chapter 9. If you are interested in obtaining a copy, see the link below:
Thanks for caring,
Grace’s mom
I cry everytime I think of you and what you are enduring. I pray for you often and I thank you for the lawsuit. I know you must re-live the death of beautiful Grace each time you tell us all of the horror to get the word out and wake people up. I can't thank you enough for continuing to fight.💜
I enjoyed your article. I too wondered what the birds were thinking as the snowstorm was approaching. I too thought of filling up the bird feeder before the snowstorm. I too thought that God would provide and take care of them. I too work on trusting God more. I too had a child born with Down Syndrome that died due to medical negligence in 1998. My heart shattered as if it were made of fine glass. The pieces fell to the ground. I was confused... I prayed for a different outcome. My eyes to my heart was opened. In my heart I knew that I had placed my child above God. I'm so glad that you continue to share your love for your children and the Lord. Our life here is a journey with God. When Abraham was lead by God to a unknown destination he trusted God. God was with Him. I pray as we journey together that our trust in God will be like that of Abrahams. In the name of Jesus Christ
Oh yeah, I did fill up the bird feeder : )