It Is Fitting To Remember That
October 2023
To remember... our daughter Grace and son Travis, both lost to us in October
When we look around the dinner table today at a family event, we’re so grateful for our daughter Jess and her husband Adam and grandsons Caleb and Riley. But we’re all missing pieces of our heart, not only with our lovely daughter Grace, but our wonderful son Travis, and a future son-in-law and daughter-in-law who we’ll never know, the grandchildren we won’t ever be able to love, nor their descendants.
We just held a Candlelight Vigil a couple weeks ago on October 13th, the day of Grace’s death (2021), and included Travis, who died October 9th (2018), in the same vigil. The remembrance tenderly touched our hearts and tore them at the same time.
It is extremely difficult to lose a child, but to lose one to suicide, and the other to murder, adds a whole new level of pain to work through in the healing process. Some days it seems we will never fully heal until we see them again in Heaven…
We were never designed to die. God created us to live forever, and Adam & Eve’s sin marred that design, plummeting us into the chasm of needing a Saviour, Jesus Christ, so that when our earthly frame succumbs ashes to ashes, our souls will live forever with Him. Not only were we never meant to die, we were never meant to be murdered! This is evident in how strictly God dealt with the first murderer, as Cain whined “my punishment is greater than I can bear.”
We don’t know how God will deal with those who murdered our dear Grace, but rest assured, He will. In about a year from now the earthly trial will begin. If the murderers aren’t worried now, they will be someday in Eternity, when they face the Judge of all the Earth.
Our part is to walk in His Light. Not vengeance, but justice; not bitterness, but forgiveness – for the sake of our own healing & purpose on earth. Not indifference, but compassion – that it not happen to another life ever again. Because each soul is precious. Because each soul is worth fighting for against the corrupt eugenic agenda.
Oddly enough, while the deaths seem vastly different, it seems the medical establishment is at the root of both of our children’s deaths.
Travis struggled with anxiety/depression related to life’s challenges. In contrast to Big Pharma solutions, it is well known that exercise helps reduce stress, which Travis was proficient in as a personal fitness trainer. The British Journal of Sports Medicine points out the obvious, “Physical activity should be a mainstay approach in the management of depression, anxiety and psychological distress.”
Doctors ask at a physical if you have anxiety or depression type thoughts and typically when depression is diagnosed, doctors jump straight to a prescription instead of a combination of exercise, good sleep habits, investigating and treating underlying health issues like toxic mold poisoning or exposure to pesticides/fertilizers, etc. Few doctors would actually recommend Biblical counseling, yet no one uplifts and heals the soul like Jesus. Several doctors have reported they had less than half a day training in nutrition or vitamins in medical school, yet many Americans are deplorably deficient in Vitamin D, Vitamin B Complex, and Magnesium. These are natural reserves the body uses to manage stress and can easily be replenished with vitamin supplementation, as well as the more complex issues that a Naturopath can address. Of course, none of this should be considered medical advice, and if you are someone on anti-depressants, please do not just stop your prescription drugs cold turkey. Instead, please find a doctor of conscience as soon as possible that can work on managing or transitioning you out of depression, utilizing natural solutions for your own medical condition.
In September of 2018, a doctor added a pain medication that interfered with Travis’ anti-anxiety/depression prescription, and within 30 days our son was dead. How could a pill that was supposed to alleviate pain override all the positive things he was doing, like exercise, etc, and instead convince him for a moment in time that the only way out was death?
The fine print on this pain killer and many of these anti-depressant drugs say it can cause suicidal and even homicidal behavior. This is another side of medical murder: experimentation on people’s minds and bodies who, contrary to popular opinion, the pharmaceutical industry wants to keep in a state of depression based on a supposed Serotonin Theory of Depression. HOWEVER, that Serotonergic theory has been proven FALSE in this study!
Even more sinister, Big Pharma’s obsession with manipulating/artificially altering the serotonergic system may have BIG generational consequences. This 13 min Highwire video includes alarming findings in rat studies of the effects of anti-depressant prescription drugs in the offspring.
A Penn State study “shows Americans will spend half their lives taking prescription drugs.” Furthermore, it is chilling to realize out of developed countries, only the United States and New Zealand allow their people to be inundated with prescription drug commercials. In a study of 38 high income countries, the study found that, “Health care spending, both per person and as a share of GDP, continues to be far higher in the United States than in other high-income countries.” reports New York Post.
And yet, for all that, what does a Pharmaceutical country produce?
“The U.S. has the highest rate of people with multiple chronic conditions and an obesity rate nearly twice the OECD average [average is from the 38 high-income countries].
“The U.S. has the lowest life expectancy at birth,
the highest death rates for avoidable or treatable conditions,
the highest maternal and infant mortality,
and among the highest suicide rates.”
In the end, albeit a more indirect route, isn’t Travis’ tragic death, and many others like his, also one to lay at the feet of the medical/pharmaceutical Behemoth?
Likewise, for us to go from Grace needing just a touch more oxygen to mere days later…. a deadly drug cocktail secretly injected into her and a Do Not Resuscitate surreptitiously placed on her by “health authorities” refusing to honor our urgent cries to save our daughter/sister – and making sure if any nurse wanted to help Grace, that an armed guard posted outside our daughter’s room would deter them… That’s murder, also laid at the medical/pharmaceutical Behemoth’s feet.
We wish no one else has experienced the heartache and loss that we have, but alas, some of you have similar stories of losing loved ones to medical murder echoed in this October newsletter, and we express our condolences to you and understand in a deep place what it is to go on by the grace of God while keeping their beautiful memory alive.
It is fitting to remember that.
To remember... those who perished in the hospitals from so called covid "treatments"
Two years ago, we were among those of you who were thunderstruck with the blow that our hospitals are no longer the trusted institutions of yesteryear, but indeed in many cases the sterilized Halls of Horror. Yet some believe these atrocities invoked on countless loved ones were in the past, that it's all over, it only happened during the heights of the pandemic about 2 years ago in September, October, and November, right? We submit to you that it never stopped, and indeed has been an evil work in progress via the modern eugenics’ movement since the early 1900's.
And we believe in the upcoming months we will see increasing medical murders at the hands of those who swore to do us no harm, 'Medical Murder' Outpaces Heart Disease and Cancer, Becoming America's #1 Cause of Death
With the pressing need to alert others in order to save lives, confoundingly many Americans would rather do the opposite and forget the last 3+ years ever happened, and currently try to avoid talking about subjects such as those who died suddenly, the astronomical rise in all-cause mortality, the dangerous covid injections, the still fully operational hospital killing fields, the murderers in white coats, facilitated by Big Government, Big Pharma, Big Media, Big Tech, Big Business, Big Lies.
You see, it is inconvenient for some Americans to acknowledge the truth of the Plandemic, for it raises far more questions than answers and it upsets our equilibrium to stare the diabolical, evil reality in the face:
That government officials, health agencies, and regulatory safety agencies who should be protecting our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, chose instead to not only look the other way - but to literally facilitate and even finance the medical profession to enable the slaughter of the innocent in order to advance a democidal agenda and increase their own financial bottom line. Follow the money: Blood money in U.S. Healthcare
There are so many widows, so many loved ones left bereft. According to Dr. Peter McCullough, Dr. Paul Marik, Dr. Pierre Kory, and many other doctors of conscience, they believe we lost over a million American hospital patients that would be alive today, our precious Grace among them. Between the barbaric withholding of life-saving treatment and the inhumane lethal administration of death inducing protocols, these precious people were sacrificed for an agenda. This annihilation of humanity was the “collateral damage” "necessary" to give teeth to the paranoia deception of an untreatable, deadly, novel pathogen in order to gain FDA approval for an Emergency Use Authorization in pursuance of pressuring billions of souls to line up for a warped "life-saving" "vaccine" that has in multiple cases injured, sterilized, and killed millions more. Many of the surviving “vaccine” injured now need multiple pharmaceutical prescription drugs to even try to get through the darkness, pain, or nerve dysfunction on a daily basis, with thoughts of suicide a very pressing reality.
And. It. Was. All. Based. On. Lies.
It is fitting to remember that.
To remember... other innocents who perished by the decisions of “trusted authorities”
There is nothing quite like heart-rending loss at the hands of "trusted authorities" that awakens the senses and hones the focus of the mind to comprehend other threads of the same in recent history.
Maui survivor Mike Cicchino said he received no alerts, left his house to find a generator for their electricity issue, and within 10-15 seconds, his whole neighborhood was on fire, and he quickly ran back in for his wife and child. "They pigeonholed us into a death trap!" watch his interview of his inside perspective, as well as non-government Disaster Relief Responders, also appalled by the U.S. government's response.
While some could say it's such a shame so many mistakes happened, others of us cast a wary eye upon the “mistakes”. Was this tragedy orchestrated for a Climate of Fear global agenda, whether it's to push global boiling or whether it's to obtain the historical land that Hawaiians had safeguarded by law? You see, by that law, it could NOT be redistricted for new building permits unless a serious. natural. disaster. occurred. And so, it did, through the exact 3 districts of lands that the Hawaiians sought to legally protect.
This 5 min video gives a sweeping behind-the-scenes report you will NOT see on the mainstream news:
Do you remember 22 years ago, not just the precious people and loved ones who perished in the destruction of the Twin Towers, but the government who looked the other way, not deeming those people "important" enough to be among those who were told not to come to work in the Twin Towers that day? To not value their lives by scrambling the fighter jets to defend our air space from the attacks, and instead commanded NORAD to stand down? Three World Trade Center buildings are recorded for all of time in a free-fall descent into the mouth of the earth - one of the several pieces of evidence of a controlled demolition, which would have taken weeks to prepare, necessitating an inside job and pre-planning. Have you reconciled how the buildings could implode, like WTC Building 7 which wasn't hit by a plane? This well done 5 min video on World Trade Center Building 7 simplifies it all:
You see, for many Americans it is inconvenient for them to come face to face with the truth of what happened on 9/11 because, again, it raises far more questions than answers and it upsets our equilibrium to stare this ugly heart-wrenching reality in the face:
Innocent people were killed in order to provoke the fear in Americans to accept a surveillance state with the unconstitutional Patriot Act, TSA, and other assaults on our freedom.
Innocent people were killed in order to provoke the rage in Americans to bring on an unconstitutionally declared war that bled into many more innocent people losing their lives.
And. It. Was. All. Based. On. Lies.
It is fitting to remember that.
To remember... others who perished as pawns in a chess game at the hands of those bloodthirsty for war.
The last time Congress declared war, which is the only way America is allowed to enter a war Constitutionally, was WWII. The Founders sought to safeguard We the People from a sole decision/directive of a Commander-in-chief, by placing the power to declare war in the hands of Congress, if only we would enforce our Constitution’s protection. Our men and women in uniform are not expendable to be used as the President’s personal police force to send where he will.
Today the powers that be are salivating to bring on WWIII. They have incorporated more inflation due to an additional 113 billion debt burden we now owe China for the “American Aid” the U.S. taxpayers sent to Ukraine, which is a proxy war they’re using to slow step us into WWIII. Yet there is not one U.S. national interest at stake, and Constitutionally we are not to be the police force of the whole world. Keeping in mind the real story behind the Twin Towers, let’s think carefully about their pitch, shall we, of the “patriotism of saving democracy” to borrow more debt from enemy nations in order to fund the sacrifice of our sons and our daughters – possibly by draft, to refill a military they gutted by demanding covid shots and a woke agenda – for an unconstitutional war they set up?
Do you remember the Jews suffering from the bloody massacre on October 7th?
We cannot imagine what it is like as parents to be tied up on one side of the room while our son and daughter are tied up on the other side of the room by violent men. Nor can we possibly comprehend the terror, rage, and torment when the Hamas took turns on both sides of the room implementing in full sight of the rest of the family unspeakable torture. What would be worse, watching your children be tortured or then at your turn, watching your spouse be tortured while you were also being tortured, always dreading when the turns would flip again, and again? And they were still alive when the Hamas’s lusts had satiated themselves and the torture and butchering had ceased, that in order to claim their deaths as a tally, they shot the victims in the head.
We cannot imagine yet another family getting a social media post from grandma, only to start screaming when the children saw their grandmother being murdered before their eyes, video uploaded and posted courtesy of the Hamas.
These and other stories were shared firsthand by Attorney Mat Staver, Founder and Chairman of Liberty Counsel, who has Intel on the ground (for example, he knows the Palestinians bombed their own hospital) and sees the truth and sorts from fiction on this VCY Crosstalk episode.
It is utterly incomprehensible that people across the world, including in America, would rejoice and celebrate this demonic attack. Unfortunately, the spirit of Hitler’s Third Reich appears to be alive and well.
One of our favorite guests that has appeared on our Deprogramming episodes, world-renowned international investigative journalist Alex Newman (pictured above) recently was interviewed on VCY Crosstalk last week about the current Israeli war. If you don’t have time to listen to the entire excellent episode, please take 3 minutes at time stamp 48:54 to listen for his answer about the terrorist cells/threats within America and about his takeaway from an important interview about whether or not it would be good for the U.S. Military to go to war to help Israel. His non-typical answer is VERY thought-provoking:
President of Liberty Counsel Mat Staver said when Israel showed a group of international journalists the videos and pictures of the massacre, what these poor Jewish people suffered was so inhumane some of the journalists were moved to the point of being ill and having to go to the hospital. Please keep the Israeli people in prayer,
Pray for the peace of Jerusalem: they shall prosper that love thee.
Peace be within thy walls, and prosperity within thy palaces.
For my brethren and companions' sakes, I will now say, Peace be within thee.
Because of the house of the Lord our God I will seek thy good.
Psalm 122:6-9
It is fitting to remember that.
To remember... to put no confidence in man
It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in princes.
Psalm 118:8, 9
Notice these attacks against humanity are benefiting the elite’s Great Reset categories at the expense of the people. As you look at their actions in light of these categories, you see the undeniable evil agenda in: health, climate control, property, economy, war, and the most important – depopulation. Which is all quite the reverse of our God-given rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Our plan in taking some time to remember these things is that our eyes are enlightened and we resist evil, looking to the Lord in faith.
I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth.
Psalm 121:1-2
For our own safety, we can no longer rely on our government or health agencies to be there for us, nor assume they would never want to harm us, and that these heartbreaking events must all be isolated anomalies.
Blessed is the man that maketh the Lord his trust,
and respecteth not the proud,
nor such as turn aside to lies.
Psalm 40:4
It is fitting to remember that.
Beautiful words, completely Godly and illuminating, compelling and compassionate. God bless all your efforts, and those of your lawyers so that not only is Grace's death is legally noted as a battery, but that through her, others open the same legal window to prosecute all doctors and nurses who participated in the illegal and criminal killing protocols. I pray this in the name of Jesus, Amen.
So sorry for the loss you have endured.